God Blessed

Finally got my results yesterday . . .
This is totally beyond my expectatations

1. Moral Studies B+
2. Intro to Environmental Science (BIO) B
3. College Algebra (Add Math) A

I still remembered the day before my final exam,i was still in Malacca eat and play around =)
Luckily i can obtain a good results, Thanks God!!

Euphoria,MOS- Sunway 2010 01 20,see you there.

Another angle

It makes no sense to worry about things that I have no control over because there is nothing I can do about them .. and.. why worry about things that under my control? The process of worrying keeps me immobilized.

Every day,in every way..I'm getting better and better..Keep moving on.

For All I Know

I've carried the guilt for long enough.

I've kept my wounds open for long enough.

The time has to come to let go,to heal.

Keep the lessons and let the pain heal.

Time will tell

心情算是平复了很多，可是依然还放不下。脑海里无时无刻的飘浮着我们的回忆。我需要和他出来冷静的谈，要尝试向他表明我内心的想法。毕竟这是经过很多阻碍才能发展的一段恋情，虽然说不是很久，可是对他已产生了很深厚的感情，很多回忆。现在的我很清楚自己对他的那份感觉依然还存在，我不希望为了一时的冲动和情绪来否定这样的结局。不如尝试去行动，至少我有尽力总比无动于衷还来的更实际，将来也不会因此而感到后悔甚至去埋怨自己为何没有试着去缓救。把事情搞清楚与其一个人在无理的推测。

Before I Let You Go

I can still remember yesterday
We were so in love in a special way
And knowing that you love me
Made me feel, oh, so right . . .

Tamia - Ofifcially Missing you

All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why'd you have to go
Cause this pain i feel
It wont go away
And today I'm officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain't no way
And today
Im officially missing you

Oh can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I'm officially

All I do is lay arround
Two ears full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don't know you at all
I don't know you at all
Well I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it's safe to say baby safe to say
That I'm officially missing you

Well I thought I could just get over you baby
But I see that's something I just can't do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can't find a way
To let go of you

It's official
You know that I'm missing you
Yeah yes
All I hear is raindrops
And I'm officially missing you

What Hurt The Most

今早被脚上的伤口痛醒了，伤口发炎。

昨晚又再去看医生，那伤口真的有这样的严重搞到要开刀。顿时呆了，有点震。
开刀的过程实在是痛不如生，两手握拳，就算打了三次麻醉针依然是没用，眼泪不停流，不停的叫，痛。
大腿上割了一个很大又深的洞，甚至要用棉花去塞着那个伤口，慢慢的等它长肉。最辛苦的时刻是每当洗伤口，护士会把那塞着的棉花夹出来，再塞新的下去。每天都要回去包扎,维持一个星期。

现在不能怎样的走路，只能躺着或睡觉。